Last April, I had a dream where one of my own characters (Who was aware she was a character and hated me for that) created a white glowing star named shining star. He got energy and power from people with close bonds fighting. He forces people to play this game where you and someone you're close with has to stay up all night and collect some of his light in a jar. If the light hits you, your energy drains. I was tasked by one of my favorite youtubers to collect the light. The youtuber lost one of his friends to this game. So he warns me about the danger. My twin and I stay up to collect the light. We soon hear a story of a Korean family who were victims of shining star. Their parents divorced because of him and the youngest daughter warned me while her 3 brothers talked to my twin. Hours later we were winning the game. Until my dad comes up and tells me my twin hasn't eaten in days. So one of my alters (im a D.I.D system) grabs a pizza slice and force feeds my twin. We get into an argument over it. We fight until the sun rises and we lose the game. The youtuber comes back and tells us that we were shining stars favorite. I got horrified while 2 of my alters were joking about shining stars existence. I wake up but I was still in a dream. So the whole thing was a dream in a dream. I tell my twin about shining star and she said she had the same dream and we argue again. I soon go downstairs to play uno with boys I don't know. Later my twin comes down and snatches the cards and we chase each other while arguing. My grandma gets tired of the fighting and grabs a gun and starts shooting my twin. I scream in fear because I didn't want my twin to die. And then I woke up for real. This dream really effected me and I still think about it today.
This dream is quite complex and may reflect some underlying emotions and concerns within your subconscious mind. The character in your dream who is aware that she is a character and hates you for it may symbolize a sense of dissatisfaction or frustration with your creative abilities or the control you have over your own life. The creation of the white glowing star named Shining Star may represent a powerful and alluring force that draws energy and power from close relationships and connections.
The game that Shining Star forces people to play could represent a challenge or struggle in maintaining these close bonds, as the light draining their energy symbolizes the potential negative consequences that can arise from intense emotional experiences.
The involvement of your favorite YouTuber and the loss of their friend to this game may symbolize a fear or warning from someone you admire about the potential dangers or pitfalls of being too invested in relationships.
The story of the Korean family who were victims of Shining Star and the subsequent argument with your twin about eating suggest themes of family dynamics and the potential strain that relationships can face when faced with external pressures. Your alter force-feeding your twin could indicate a desire to protect and care for your loved ones, even if it results in conflict.
The realization that you and your twin had the same dream and the argument that follows may suggest a shared vulnerability or shared struggles within your relationship. The Uno game with unknown boys and the ensuing chase and argument may symbolize a desire for independence or confrontation of unfamiliar situations.
The shocking and violent ending of your grandmother shooting your twin may reflect deep-seated fears or anxieties about losing your loved ones or the potential destruction of your family.
Overall, this dream may point to concerns around relationships, identity, and the potential challenges and conflicts that can arise within them. It could be helpful to explore these themes further in order to gain a deeper understanding of your subconscious thoughts and emotions.